Redundancy

After working for 4 yrs and 4 months with the company, I got terminated because of redundancy. I was working for 3 yrs with Tech Support and I could say I did a good but not enough to glorify God. Then I got transferred to system integration team where I just did what was asked but still not good enough. So here I am, officially a housewife.

Im having mixed feelings
1) Sad because of the friends I had, its hard to say goodbye and then the next day I wont be coming in to the office
2) Angry because I'm just a small part of the company and they couldn't even afford it?!
3) Fear because of our future finances and my pregnant situation. I lost all the other maternity benefits.

Still I want to Thank God because He is still in control. I got a great husband who supports me. I have time to rest and reflect more. Time to study and be prepared on my next opportunity. I know it's God's way of saying that He is closing this door and will be opening a new one.

Just like what John emphasized in our today's devotion:
1 Samuel 12:16 "Now then, stand still and see this great thing the Lord is about to do before your eyes!"

I'm excited to know what the Lord will be doing. Just as He promised:
Philippians 4:19 "And my God will meet all your needs according to the riches of His glory in Christ Jesus"

So never fear nor be anxious of what lies ahead:
Matthew 6:34 "Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own"

God is reminding me to be more intimate with Him.
Jeremiah 29:11-13
"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart.