I attended a Single's retreat last June 25-26 @ CCT Tagaytay. I know I believe in my heart that God is my savior and I will be saved and have eternal life through Jesus. But, I never fully surrender myself to Him. I realize that I have God as a mere help with all that is happening to me. I pray and ask for His help. Little did I know that all I need to do is to fully ask Him to take control. For me to just surrender and have faith in Him that everything will be done according to His will.
It's really hard surrendering everything, because there's always this fear. Sometimes I want this and that, but God wants the other way. Either way, I need to trust God that He know's what's best and it's for my own good.
I wanted to be spiritually mature for my boyfriend so I could be his strength in times of need. I wanted to grow spiritually for him so we could face life challenges. After this retreat I came to realize that I wanted to be God's best for him as well. I pray that I will be.
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